Rant ahead hooo!!

Now all who know me personally, know that I am very... very slow to simmer to anger. Now personally, I find anger to be a very unwanted and useless emotion. But I can only take so much. I have this "friend" who is the most self-centered and self absorbed person I have EVER had the displeasure of involving myself with. She will only ever speak to you about things SHE wants to talk about, and if you DARE say anything other than praises about her art or work in general, BE PREPARED FOR DRAMA!!!!!!1111one@!!@

Anywho. She talks for hours about herself... Dont dare try to interject anything about yourself or how your feeling. If you talk about something she doesnt find interesting, she will ignore you and claim she was busy. OH GOD if you get on her bad side, she'll rant in a journal about how your a monster and her sheep will converge on you like a flock of pidgeons to an old woman with seed in New York city. Toppins a bag plz? 8D

So she recieves a bit of critique on her art and she goes BALLISTIC and rants on a journal about how shes taking a break from DA that the WHOLE art community is so ungrateful and blah blah blah. I realize that this is also a journal about another person and is hypocritical, but I need to get it OFF MY CHEST.

Ive known her for 4 going on 5 years now. I share my art with her and she rarely ackowleges it with anything more than a simple, "Oh, nice." I ask her for any hints to make it better or SOME kinda critque (Im a critique whore. I love to know anything to make my work better ) but I never get anything from her. As an artist I do respect her highly, but she has much to learn about being a friend or a person. It's ok to say all the praise in the world about her art, but it's damn near impossible to get her to say anything more than the simple answers about YOUR own art.

It's selfish and pisses me off.

I very much dislike this.
I dislike the feeling I get with I think of this person.
I hate the dislike and it makes me angry.
I hate any espression of my emotions that is too primal to control because of something so simple. It seems so illogical and animalistic.

Theres so much more to this, but any more words and I might as well give out her name. WHICH, I don't even want to start opening that can of worms... because freedom of speech doesnt appear to exist on DA and the disclaimer about these view being the expressive views of the writer of this journal is for show. Fuck you DA dogs and your cencorship.

And to those of you who DO know who I'm talking about, thats great for you. Start with me, I dare you. If theres one thing I hate, it's sheep. See, I'm a wolf. And I will TEAR you APART. Chew you up and spit you back out and swallow your strength and leave you unwhole. So THINK before commenting or the like.

^-^ thank you ever so much for listening to the rant of an angry person.

David (aka, Juren Easti)